She That Is Me That Is We

To tell an artist to stop creating, to put their imagination away in a glass bottle. To deny the writer the option of putting words together in any poetic capacity. Is to deny air to the lungs , blood to the heart, food to the stomach and thought to the mind. It is not only deadly and suicidal but a near a futile mission.

The writer cannot help creating art out of the frustration they feel and they will canvas the moment and save it for later use, when they are able to pen the emotion on paper.

~Melodicrose aka Camellia Morris~

(One of the many lessons I’ve learned since I first decided I wanted to be a writer at age 10. It is my response to those who believe I will not reach my goals)


throughdeafeyes asked: Don't want to ask anything, only letting you know I like the piece you posted. I'm new to the idea of publicly expressing my writings. Keep posting.

thank u… U should definitely post too. The more vulnerable you are on paper is the more people will connect with you so if you have something to say go ahead and share :)


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This is just one of the many reasons why I love Audra McDonald 


Fashion doesn’t always show in the clothes you wear, but sometimes its simply shown in how you wear your face. Be simple. Be exotic. Show yourself.

– (via onyx-clue) Via CELLO/NEEDLE
I wanted to write
a word for every single one I’d lost.
Find a way to jot down
arbitrary thoughts,
against a backdrop
of endless design.

But this heart cannot be mapped.
Or organized.
It speaks for itself 
with a voice much louder than you 
and I would tell it to hush
If I thought it would do better.
If I thought it would matter to you.
If I knew that once upon a time
I held a place 
in the depths of your soul.

One of these days
when the clock has stopped ticking
and the wall has frozen.
We’ll take off these coats
called flesh 
and hang them in the closet.

We’ll remove smiles
and show forth the scowl 
that plays on the edge 
of your mouth.

One of these days 
I’ll find the meaning behind the words
good bye
I’ll find the joy
in solitude
and know  
there is beauty in light
reflecting off of sidewalk.
There is beauty in learning how to smile.
There is such joy 
in taking life for all it’s worth
and learning to value love for all it’s worth.

Until then I’ll write about you.
Journal about you
in between pages
where you mean less than nothing.
Have faded into my memory 
as if you were nothing more
than smoke
vanishing into the night.

As if you were nothing more
than some lovely 
but forbidden dream. 

~Camellia Morris~

I wanted to write

a word for every single one I’d lost.

Find a way to jot down

arbitrary thoughts,

against a backdrop

of endless design.

But this heart cannot be mapped.

Or organized.

It speaks for itself 

with a voice much louder than you 

and I would tell it to hush

If I thought it would do better.

If I thought it would matter to you.

If I knew that once upon a time

I held a place 

in the depths of your soul.

One of these days

when the clock has stopped ticking

and the wall has frozen.

We’ll take off these coats

called flesh 

and hang them in the closet.

We’ll remove smiles

and show forth the scowl 

that plays on the edge 

of your mouth.

One of these days 

I’ll find the meaning behind the words

good bye

I’ll find the joy

in solitude

and know  

there is beauty in light

reflecting off of sidewalk.

There is beauty in learning how to smile.

There is such joy 

in taking life for all it’s worth

and learning to value love for all it’s worth.

Until then I’ll write about you.

Journal about you

in between pages

where you mean less than nothing.

Have faded into my memory 

as if you were nothing more

than smoke

vanishing into the night.

As if you were nothing more

than some lovely 

but forbidden dream. 

~Camellia Morris~


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